SHEESH!

I haven't blogged in a long ass time! well, there's been a lot going on lately in my life. To start off it's been soo freakin cold lately! wearing layers, scarfs, boots, and jackets everyday to school. Been broke..so I gotta save up soon! to get my girls their christmas presents :D . Last saturday was Ceejay's birthday party. It was fun, but I promise myself never to drink again. 

Today for Treble singers, we had to visit Walnut and perform in front of them. It was really fun, ate a lot though so I feel stuffed right now. Got to know the others, and learned a lot from them. Saw a lot of my walnut bitches (: . After that, went back to 7th and the usual. Listening to Mr.hill's little story tales are always entertaing. After school, went to watched pitrizz and katrina's basketball game. 

Thoughts:

-I hate ANDY and he cant SWIM.

freeeeeezing

-you're really annoying.

-I need to go on a warm clothes hunting!

-nice seeing you guys (:

-thanks for the ride home! 

-good thing we talked it out 

I need a warm bubble bath. so Lates!

WOW.

These past few days has been..just crazy. Been super busy with all the choir performances, homework and trying to get my shit together. Today was our second choir performance, meaning we have two more days to go. People said it was a goood play :D . 

THOUGHTS:

what's done is done.

!

I think I'm going to put all my private thoughts and feelings in my journal. Blogspot is too public for me, people read it and shit -.- .

Today:

-breakfast talk with k9!

-windy day

-static hair, gross -.-

-sleeeepy as hell!

-WOW..shit talker shit talker shit talker.

-yeah, you know.. so yeah

-could be lying..??

-COCKY!

yep.

some things are easier said, then done.

I don't know how to tell you, because of the fact that we're such good friends and I don't want there to be a akward vibe between us. But I know I need to, sooner or later soo..I guess soon? :/

Anyways: Today was chill, school was school and afterschool was watevers. Hung out with k9&her ugly babe, both joeys and boobay.

Needs:

-to be more decisive

-get better grades

-stop arguing with momma

-more organized

-stop being lazy

-more $$

Wants:

-brown leather boots!

-more cute jacktes and sweaters!

-to go out more!

-a new cellphone -.-

-TEXTING!

-big mac :D

-more skirts and dresses please ):

sups!

My weekend was hella chill. :D 

-Friday was bleh, minnium day hung out with hana and ate some bombass salsa! then work with momma till 10, came home and watched hangover till 2.

-Saturday woke up around 6am, got ready and went to the swapmeet. Met up with tiffany,jasmine and katherine! got some cuteass bags for a low price :D . Then mall with with tiff till 6, went home ate, got ready then party! 

-Sunday, watched a marathon of movies, ate, slept, homework, chores!

And that was my weekend. 

Mininum day!

Today was hot and pretty boring..well till the end. All my classes was short and chill, and I felt so sleepy. Afterschool we couldn't decide what we wanted to do, but ended up in joghurt with katrina and hana. Laters katherine came by, and we left to her casa. Looking through freshmen photos and videos and cracking up at everything. Mom came by laters, picked me and hana up. The end.

Thoughts:

-I dont want to be mean..

-I've never noticed you before..

-I just surprised myself

-good old memories <33

-you were a bit annoying today

-I'm starting not to like you anymore..

-I have to stop forcing myself to do what I dont like.

-you're out of my head already.

-flakers! -.-

-You're actually really cute (:

-I can't wait till the next choir rehershal 

Surprisingly,

 I got to spend time with my girls today! and it's been a while. Since we had a minimum day today, we decided to visit some of the walnut bitches. Afterschool we went to in and out and saw some good stuff (: . And started making fun of this one guy that was there...pretty sad. And a girl who was wearing excalty what I had on -.- . Saw people we haven't seen in a long ass time and some cute guys ;D . Met some new friends and got to kick it with a lot of random ass people. It was getting late, so we took the bus home. Went to Hana's and laughed at all the old pictures of us. AWW..some of us really grew up. Mother finally came  picked me and John up, dropped him off and picked up some dinner. And yeahh..that was my day (:

Thoughts:

-dammn, cute locker guy.

- James look alike HAHA.

-unibrow? attractive..

-IN and Out aint all that..

-laughs and giggles!

-we should do it again..

-"are you talking to her?" -_____-

-bombass brownies!

-maybe maybe..we shall seee

-FRANCIS!

-missed being a kid.

-some of us seriously changed..good &bad.

chill weekend.

Friday: was chill, went to a costume party and slept over katherine's! thanks bestfriend I REALLY needa you. (: 

Saturday: woke up at 5 am ...so early -.- went to the swapmeet, and slept all day,

Sunday: fontana, and went to lunch with family!

that's it for now, peace bitches.

Thoughts:

-Maybe..

-I really need to get you out of my head..

-shitfaced..

-hangover

-fooood (:

-when am i getting those boots!

-getting my hopes up isn't going anywhere..

P.S. :Minium days next weeeeeek! Monday, Thursday and friday!

has been a while!

Today was one of the most tiring and chill day I've had in a while. Woke up around 5ish and got ready in 15 mins to go work with momma! since I need $$$ -.- . Work till 4ish, then met up with Tiffany at the mall. Got some really cute sweater and jackets, but no boots ): . Went home around 8ish then got started on homework, which I'm still working on. And now I'm going to take a nice warm bath. :D peace

Thoughts:
-I need boots!
-your older brother is smaller than you lol.
-no time for anythang anymore
-"you kids need to chill" ;D
-you're actually kindaaaa.....
-I want to drive already!
-more winter clothes please!
-tights!
-more acessories!
-coach bag for $10!

I've had so many needs and wants these days. Hopefully when black friday comes around I'll buy everything I want and need.

BUSY BUSY!

Haven't had the time to actually just sit down and relax yet. Been pretty busy these days with helping my mom out at her work, school and homework. Well just been kicking it and the usual these days. Today's homecoming, missed my chance of being asked because I wasn't at school ): .

Thoughts:

-when's my break?

-missed the HC game, and dance ):

-guess you don't need me anymore ..

-$$$

-WINTER CLOTHES.

-BOOTS.

- girl, you're such a flirt!

Not much.

Today was a really chill day, I loved the weather and the fact that we're cool again. -.-, man you always have your ways but I'm glad it's over.

This is how my day went

-1st period: super early to school, walked around like a loser and catch up on missing work

-2nd period: cute handshake! (:

-3rd period: lots of laughs, and finally got it off my back

-4th period: watched a movie, and fell asleep

-5th period: notebook check! got a pretty decent grade

-6th period: discussion about cute boots.

-7th: fell asleep..boring ass class

afterschool: chilled at the table with some friends, then headed to the library with Jasmine and k9.

Thoughts:

-wow, you're a fucking ass

-not exactly how I thought it would be

-cold chilly morning

-getting on my nerves

-guess someone didn't think it was funny

-cute boots!

-earning some $$$ with my girls

-rude ass..

-under a lot of stress lately

you learn something new everyday.

Today I didn't go to school, and spend the whole day with my momma! (: 

It made up for what happened yesterday. I need more days like this, and the fact that me and mom never gets to spend time together. Today was really nice and chill. LOVE YOU moms! :D

Thoughts:

-finally got to earn some $$$

-"girl, dont be puting that in your pocket"

-cute guy looking..

-"so busy, so dizzy"

-aww, mom you made a new friend.

-it looks harder than it is.

-again tommorow? no thanks

-sore feet

-want a nice warm bath, and then sleeps!

-got my mind off it

-wonder how school was today..

-hopefully monday everything would be chill..

-katherine, you're welcome anytime! :D

Night. I'm soo tired!

Some people never grow out of it.

You can tell when someone is your real friend, when they're there for you and don't talk shit behind your back the minute you're not there. They should be able to know how you are already, and accept you for who you are.

Today my day has been pretty chill, till lunch roll around and the rest was bleh.

I'm tired of you always bringing drama and what not. Yes, maybe today I didn't handle the situation the way you guys expected me to. But it's a normal feeling for me to feel this way, the fact that you were so upset when you found out what we did. It's just hypocritical for you to say it's fucked up and turn your back doing the same exact shit. Maybe to you guys it made sense. But to me the reasons you guys spilled out was unreasonable and stupid. For now, all I have to say is I can't look at you guys the same and I've lost trust. If any of you are reading this right now, you're probably thinking I'm making this a bigger deal than it is. But pointing out something about someone, is easier than actually receiving it and act like it's nothing. I do understand some of the things you guys pointed out, but really now? fixing your hair is a bad thing?... maybe I should stop being nice and mind my own business from now on. I did say I was okay today, but what else can I say? I'm not? writing this out actually makes me feel better than telling you guys. I think some of us need to learn how to mature, and let some things slide. Not everything has to be a big deal and we don't ALWAYS need to talk it out. Well that's it for now.

Thoughts:

Right now, I really just need someone who I can talk to and vent everything to.

Just another..

Day, I didn't do much today and had a pretty decent day. 

-alarm started ringing, but was too lazy to wake up and go to first period. (:

-was late to second, and I love mr.romas!

-3rd, pe with them hoes, p.s. (get over yourself please and thankyou)

-4th, history eww had so much work -.-

-5th, math chilled ass class

-homeroom, fell alseep :D

-lunch, ehh ( why is he here?) HAHA!

-choir, as usual and didn't get in trouble today!

-bio, some people are just so damn rude -.-

-after school, got soft serve with k9, hana and did i forget someone? 

now homeee, just watching tv and gotta take a nap! :D

thas it for now.

unexpected.

Today was chilled, stayed after school with katherine and surprisingly did our homework at the library. Went to quiznos after that, and played bullshiet with a much of losers :D. It got dark, so we had to leave. Went to Jasmine's house after, and updated each other. And I fell in love with the weather today. 

Thoughts:

-you're a major flirt 

-you get boss around a lot ):

- "I'm annoying?" LOL.

- don't say hi -.-

- I finally treated you out!

- mean asian lady.

- fortune cookies are so true..

-we should do it again sometimes.

-girl, it's not nothing to be suprised about.

- "you look like shiet!"....

saturday.

Yesterday, headed to the mall with Tiffany and Katrina. Went to guppy's afterward, we ordered shaved ice with mango and strawberry. Went to taco bell after that, had a good talk and ended up staying around the area for 4 hours. Got picked up around 1 a.m. and overall it was a good night!

Thoughts:
-cute waitress
-sorrry ron! ):
-"did you just called for a ride" ...no..
-taking pictures
-hate hate the weather
-can't wait for winter
-we should do it again.
-gooood talk girls.

it ALWAYS happens.

Lets just say, you're kind of making it confusing for the both of us. Like I don't know what I'm feeling right now and its hard to describe. But all I can say is if you want it, go for it don't let me in your way for you.

Thoughts:

-don't really care anymore

-in the mood for some joghurt!

-cute winter clothes

-"he has badddd ________"

- girl, you can do SOO much better, cheer up! :D

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANA!

-might as well end it.

-HOTASS days..

good day!

-school was watevers today

-it was chill with you today! :D

-hot, sweaty back

-jogging with them niggas

-woow, I got chu now girl

-tireed, homework

THE END.

I NEED..

To meet new people, do something new. And not do the same usual old thang everyday. Seems like West covina is getting a little old and boring, or maybe it's just me. I wish I can drive to another city and experience new things. I wonder if our life is planned out already, and if we didn't live the way we did. OH, well life is full of surprises, who knows what will happen next? we'll just have to wait and see.

For now...

Thoughts:

-oreos with milk is de best.

-romantic old movies

-unexpected phone calls

-new shoes!

-nail polish

-hate waking up early for school

-cousins tha I haven't seen in forever!

-serious talk wih Grandma

good day!

Mhmm..today was a prettay good day, except for the fact that I fell alseep in my bio class and got caught. Didn't have any plans today so I decided to head over to Jasmine's. Surrounded by many kids right now, and had a bombass korean bbq at Jasmine's :D.

Thoughts:

-HATE the sun

-you're ___________

-I see you more often now

-Dayum, girl you can dance

-missed being a kid

- kennnny!

-why do you always gotta make me change ma mind!

-bathtub filled with cold water

-you suck at singing! haha

first blog!

HA, more like third I forgot my password to my last blog. So from now on, all my venting and What I need to say to some fellas will be on here. Alrighties, well to start off, my day was pretty chill. Not too many homework, and got a ride home from Jasmine's momma! 

THOUGHTS:

-boring, sleepy, tiring,

-chilled with jasmine,

-venting

-updating

-confused

-needs to start concentrating!

-cravings, 

-hate the sun, 

-I'm getting there...