Some people never grow out of it.

You can tell when someone is your real friend, when they're there for you and don't talk shit behind your back the minute you're not there. They should be able to know how you are already, and accept you for who you are.

Today my day has been pretty chill, till lunch roll around and the rest was bleh.

I'm tired of you always bringing drama and what not. Yes, maybe today I didn't handle the situation the way you guys expected me to. But it's a normal feeling for me to feel this way, the fact that you were so upset when you found out what we did. It's just hypocritical for you to say it's fucked up and turn your back doing the same exact shit. Maybe to you guys it made sense. But to me the reasons you guys spilled out was unreasonable and stupid. For now, all I have to say is I can't look at you guys the same and I've lost trust. If any of you are reading this right now, you're probably thinking I'm making this a bigger deal than it is. But pointing out something about someone, is easier than actually receiving it and act like it's nothing. I do understand some of the things you guys pointed out, but really now? fixing your hair is a bad thing?... maybe I should stop being nice and mind my own business from now on. I did say I was okay today, but what else can I say? I'm not? writing this out actually makes me feel better than telling you guys. I think some of us need to learn how to mature, and let some things slide. Not everything has to be a big deal and we don't ALWAYS need to talk it out. Well that's it for now.

Thoughts:

Right now, I really just need someone who I can talk to and vent everything to.